Sometimes in life we have expectations, or rather hopes I should say. No matter how ridiculous it might seem to other people, you are set in your desires, your mind has been made up, and no matter how things might look like you know(hope) that everything will turn out ok in the end. Life however, being the beautiful force that it is, sometimes has plans of it's own. My question is how do you deal with the disappointment? How do you deal with the feeling you have every morning when you wake up that tells you " good job you've made the same mistake for the billionth time!" How do you find strength to stare that person, or situation in the eye every day and live through all the you're going through, how do you pretend that part of your dream hasn't come crumbling down, with you still inside? With God's help I suppose, but I know it won't be an instant thing, everyone will tell you the same thing, just take it one day at a time, it'll get better, but does it really? Or do you just simply become a better actor? Blah, I really don't like life sometimes
It is not so much life that we should be concerned with because this life is full of troubles. It all has to do with how you allow God to truly work in your own life to become who He beckons you to become, and that will only happen if you are truly seeking after Him on a moment to moment basis; Jesus must become and remain first; then and only then will this life make sense because you are following and obeying His commands and He is then giving you His guidance and His peace.
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